Everything happened just in few minutes...
i have not prepared well for this...so nothing i can do...
it isn't the first time...but this time is the worst....
i feel sorry to Jaeqi...it should be a happy day for her....
but it seems like everyone has forgotten the day...
i wish i can control my tears but i can't....
it flows out from my eyes like a heavy rain...
who can i blame??when it comes to me...i like to listen Avril's song, Nobody's Home..
what i want is just peace and lovely sweet home..but it left only tears, blue and no more...
it was the first time i skipped my esl class...what else can i do??
i can't even concentrate on my study....
hope later go beach..i can throw all out of my mind...

ermmm...first...i want to apologize since my laptop is 'going mad' recently...
and i cant type anything...i think it has been kena virus d...sob sob...
my grandpa said that he want to buy me a new one...hmmm...i'm awaiting the new one coming...hehezz...

yesterday something happened and i really sick of it...
i wish don't happen anymore in my life...
to someone: don't come and disturb our lives anymore....i'm appreciate it if you do that...i don't think i need you anymore...
if i really need you in one day...i'll just hate you forever...but i used to grow up without you for so many years...
to those who i think you know who you are: please don't simply give your opinion if you don't know my feeling and anything...STOP IT!!
if you want to say that it is none of my business...then i would tell you that it is none of your business too...just KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!

phewww...feel nice after that...
oh no!!!exam is coming....gonna work hard now....haihzzz...

hahaha...this is my time to do facial...bit scary...
hmm...today after lunch went do facial with Saix...
hahaha...then...i was just relax and enjoyed there...
Thanks to Sally who is a pretty and young lady...
i really can't believe that...seriously i'm not kidding...haha...
she used some tools to do for me...
i felt scare when she used that since i closed my eyes when just felt got some pain like electric shock...
hehe...can you imagine when there is some electric shock on your face??
and she also apply something to my shoulder..hehe...all cost 79bucks...
that is why i said i spent too much in this week...haha...
after 2hours and half  facial...we rushed back to school again...
i wished to go home but i'm a hardworking girl...haha...

tomorrow is disted prom night....
i think i cant go to 24 season drum's anniversary ler..
so sad...this is my first time to miss it...sob sob...
miss all my juniors...anyway..hope the anniversary will be fine...

as i said before...prom night is around the corner..and...
we need to prepare lots lots...hahaha...
just for this week...i have used almost 100bucks....hahaha....
to be frank...i never spend so much money just for a dinner...
i hope this dinner will not be so boring...
today i was so lazy to come to school and i planned to skip class..
however..i'm a GOOD girl...haha..so i didn't do so...
just late few minutes to class...

yesterday i went to fish's sister, Lee Yee's graduation exhibition...
oh my god...seriously...she is my idol...
i told fish that i would kill myself if you ask me to do such a big model...hehe...
i invited fish went to disted to visit some friends there...but so sad...
since quite many people used to be late to class...hehe..

it's time to class again...aiikxx...wish i would not fall asleep in class...