carine's space

Everything happened just in few minutes...
i have not prepared well for this...so nothing i can do...
it isn't the first time...but this time is the worst....
i feel sorry to Jaeqi...it should be a happy day for her....
but it seems like everyone has forgotten the day...
i wish i can control my tears but i can't....
it flows out from my eyes like a heavy rain...
who can i blame??when it comes to me...i like to listen Avril's song, Nobody's Home..
what i want is just peace and lovely sweet home..but it left only tears, blue and no more...
it was the first time i skipped my esl class...what else can i do??
i can't even concentrate on my study....
hope later go beach..i can throw all out of my mind...

ermmm...first...i want to apologize since my laptop is 'going mad' recently...
and i cant type anything...i think it has been kena virus d...sob sob...
my grandpa said that he want to buy me a new one...hmmm...i'm awaiting the new one coming...hehezz...

yesterday something happened and i really sick of it...
i wish don't happen anymore in my life...
to someone: don't come and disturb our lives anymore....i'm appreciate it if you do that...i don't think i need you anymore...
if i really need you in one day...i'll just hate you forever...but i used to grow up without you for so many years...
to those who i think you know who you are: please don't simply give your opinion if you don't know my feeling and anything...STOP IT!!
if you want to say that it is none of my business...then i would tell you that it is none of your business too...just KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!

phewww...feel nice after that...
oh no!!!exam is coming....gonna work hard now....haihzzz...